25. LurkingFrom my dark room I see right
Into yours filled with light
Gossamer courtains frame the scene
Of you staring at your T.V. screen.
I have no need for T.V.
You're all I want to see
But there is that man by your side
Who doesn't deserve you, I wish he died
I watch you leaving for work
While in my room I lurk
Hours pass and patiently I wait
For you to return home about eight
I see him kissing your lips
And his cursed finger tips
Desecrating your skin so fine
You shouldn't be with him you should be mine!
I left my dark room and went outside
Wait in the shadows where I did hide
And I wait for you to walk by
The attack was quick, just a sigh
Was heard before you fell
Down, it all went so well
Now we're together, my dear
But why, why are you in fear?
Please forgive me gagging you
Something I had to do
Your screaming was so very loud
That's why to speak you are not allowed
What is wrong you look so sick
Is this another trick?
So you can try to get away
Just like you did on the oth
Heaven on Earth.He pulls me into his arms and a warmth rushes through my body as they snake possessively about my waist. I can't help but smile, feeling my heart begin to beat crazily in my chest at his proximity. Everything about him draws me closer, so much so that it still surprises me after so many months together. Though the time has been quite short, it feels as though I've known and loved him forever, this coming as a reassuring feeling.
His hands tenderly caress the small of my back, the tips of his fingers brushing over the thin strip of bare skin left uncovered by my top. His own upper body is bare on this beautifully warm day - the air too muggy for such dispensable clothing - and my hands move instinctively to rest on his broad chest. I smile to myself as I feel him shiver at the feather-light touch of my hands. He returns the smile with a sweet one of his own, and the sight of it makes my heart melt. Stretching up on tiptoe I let my lips brush over his, kissing the corner of his upturned
My Deepest GratitudeHallo...
Thank you so much to my brother for help me with this Journal-Feature
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My twin sister for always be close to me... and forgive me for the delay in giving you my gift-art but I hope my brother can upload it tomorrow, I'm ending credits but I am very slow now
Luc, mein Bruder und ich, sagen vielen herzlichen Dank allen für Ihre vielen schönen Kommentare, Wünsche, Gebete und Gedanken
Thank you so much for all beautiful comments, wishes, prayers and thoughts
Muchas gracias a todos por sus bellos comentarios, deseos, oraciones y pensamientos
I want to say....
I am very moved, I have no words to express my feelings now but I'll do with my art.. I 'm here at this time but a little time every day until I have more strength and I dont fall asleep as spellbound.
Forgive me if I'm all to
Information about my twin brother RazielMBlets all support him with our positive thoughts and prayers. Lets give him the way to come back to all of us and to his beloved family.
I know many friends of :iconrazielmb: worry alot about him and miss him when he is not here.
So yesterday I asked his brother
:iconlucvonedler29: for permission to write this journal and inform about my twin.
A few days ago he fell into deep coma and have sufferd dangerous complications
The scheduled chemotherapy treatment yesterday was cancelled .
and the last I know is an update a few hours ago that there is no change, he is still in deep coma with unstable vital signs and very low irregular pulse.
I´m sorry for few words and honest I dont know "a good way" to tell you all horrible news like this.
But as I said I know Raz is very loved and many worry about him so I wanted to tell .
I can not reach all his friends, but maby we all can help each other and tell to our friends.
I will write here as fast as I get any updates.
And I want to ask you all to keep my twin in your prayers and help me
Update post-coma and Thoughts.This morning was exhausting for me brother :iconRazielmb: to mostly neurologists tests to check whether the coma caused adverse effects. For now it seems that no. He spoke a bit but have no energy at all, even to eat by his own. While my mother fed him spoon in mouth he fell asleep.
However, before falling asleep he asked me a question "What day is it? " When I said "Tuesday 26" , he looked at me in astonishment and said " 26 ? ! " he said nothing more , he was thoughtful .
Looks like my brother remembers everything but we are not quite sure yet . Doctors have told us to be cautious and go step by step and easy because it seems that no brain damage .
Right now, he is asleep .
Is scheduled for the morning session of chemotherapy , essential to keep fighting. His vital signs have improved somewhat , the heart beats between 45 and 53 beats per minute and blood pressure has improved a bit as well.
I do not know what can be felt when the mind is fully active without loss of intelligence in
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